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Friday, November 12, 2010

Complicated Night~

It's seem like to be a wonderful night for me tonight
BUT I'm having a complicated feeling right now...
I don't know what's going on with me?
Do I feel alright tonight?
Is there anything happen to me?
The answer is NO...
But why i having such a so complicated feeling right now?
What should i do, my pleasant God....
Take me close to the God...
N let me feel the bless from God...
Maybe it will be better...
Anyway...
Let's talk about the other things...

I'm missing my dear koon koon n other friends who close with me when I'm in form 5,
N also missing those form 6 friends especially see min n ching huey...
When i have the chance to meet u all again?
Do u all miss me like i do?
I'm not sure...
Since chinese new year until now we haven't meet each other again...
N i also miss my colleges friends n lectures..
They make my life wonderful n happy...
Especially Miss Addlance who having a great teaching she had
I miss her so much n wish to attend her class again..
It's fun n relaxable...
I also miss my sweetie~stephenie
She has found her soul mate
Anyway....
I hope both of u will live happily...
And well...
The most i miss is my sis~Miro
She having her STPM few weeks later
I wish her can achieve what she expect to...
She is the one who have a such bad memory of love in her life
I hope she will forget what mello did to her last time
N hope she will get her joy n happiness from her friends n me
So... My God, please bless her...

I'm so surprise that I didnt miss my lovely
Maybe I have a distance with him right now
Everything goes wrong within him n me
I don't know what going on?
He is cool to me sometimes
N he is nice to me sometimes
I don't know what he really can give me for my future?
I'm so confused about my choice
Is there any turn back for me?
Is there possible to stop loving in him?
Is there a great way for me separate with him?
Sometimes I hate myself why i love him so deep...
I have no choice....
Hope everything will be normal again...

Thursday, November 4, 2010

夜~

最近的心情怪怪的
那种感觉就好像我和你
将要分开似的
此刻的我
好无助
好想好想你就在我身边
可是你真的不在
不在我的身边
不能第一时间给我温暖
不能第一时间给我拥抱
不能第一时间保护我
不能第一时间回信息给我

当我从睡梦惊醒
方能看见你的讯息
每一夜
是每一夜都希望你能陪伴着我
希望你能回个简讯给我
希望你能和我爱爱
希望你能和我共枕入眠
可是我知道这一切只能是我的幻想
不可能会成为真实的一天
是我自己痴心妄想
是我太天真

每一个夜里的来临
是我可怕的噩梦
好希望每一天只停留在白天
只有在白天
我是快乐的
我是自由的
我是被重视的一个人
当天色一暗
我就开始彷徨
仿佛处在十字路口徘徊
不知该何去何从?

看着镜子里的我
真的很讽刺
很会掩饰
很会伪装自己
以为这样心里就会好过一些?